Relationship distance

All we have this type of relationship. It's so hard and you must be strong. Always you ask yourself ''why does it happen to me?''. There are lots of nights which you cry because you sleep alone. Sometimes you cry, because of the memories with your lover when you were together and now you can't. You want to talk someone but noone can understand you! So you close to yourself! You jealous other couples. And maybe your behavior can be unfriendly and this become understandable from your boyfriend/girlfriend and then you quarrel with him. Is that you want? Not of course. And what can you do then? You must contact more and more with your lover, either by a phone or chats either by web camera until you will meet again..